So like...

I'm reeeally drawing again, and it feels awesome.


...Even if all of it is smut. XD

Ah, history was made last night, and I spent it writing pron, planning pron, and generally dicking around on Gaia.

At least I can answer honorably that "Yes, the first time I voted was for the first blackman to become president." ...If someone asked me what I was doing when it was announced..... eh.

So, uh.... Apparently dA has done no evil by me. I was totally looking at the featured part of my gallery, rather than all of it.

Eyeah... Ive flat out been too miserable and frustrated to really draw. I'm displeased with my style (or lack thereof, I keep changing), and spend too much time looking up refs instead of relaxing and just drawing.

I havent been commenting much on everyone I watch, either. Uggggggh bad bad bad me.

...Fuggin' period.

Okay, I know I'm missing a great deal of my pics for no reason, but I just went to check on an old Slayers pic and not only is that gone, but there's a little 'x' where my deviation of Aruda should be.

Where the fuck do I go to file a complaint? I seriously need to know why the hell dA felt the need to delete my art with no warning whatsoever.

Okay, so, like, I'm rotting my brain and eyes on Encyclopedia Dramatica, right? And while reading on the horrors of dA and ff.net I suddenly remembered "Oh man I had stories up on mediaminer". And who goes there, right?

So I amble off to delete the account because all my shit's on ff.net anyway, and it seems the last time I was there was in '06 (due to the ick password). Apparently some chick named Berri had really liked my Digimon Adv stories, and surprisingly really liked YamatoxMitori; I know, right? Since when do people give a shit about fan pairings? And they weren't even really a pairing. Regardless I deleted the stories and since I couldn't delete the account I put up a 'bio' stating that I was so fucking out of there.

And mediaminer doesn't allow cursing on PROFILE PAGES.

No wonder no one even remembers the site.

So after making my bio more kid-friendly, updating my password which I know had more than 4 characters but w/e, and REFSUING to give my real name because what the fuck kind of website requests you give your real name? I left that shit.

Oh. Oh yeah. If anyone sees DMC stuff depicting Vergil liking sexy librarians due to a comment made by Dan Southworth at Fanime or whatever convention he was just at, it's all freakin' me. I asked a friend to pass along a question (since I obviously don't live in Cali), and got my answer. Hell Fucking Yes. But I spazzed about it enough already.

Man why the hell can't I sleep? D8

Art? Well. I started two pics of Riana lately, unfinished due to me apparently not being able to draw HAIR anymore. Though I wonder if I should even bother since according to ED I'm no artist HA HA HA.

I was looking through my gallery the other day and I just know I had two pages of crap, but I couldn't for the life of me figure out what was missing. Now I realize that it's my Taiora Digimon pic, and I think that crappy Chinese New year WIP I never finished.

Is it dA policy to delete deviations without notifying the artist or something? I say it's bullshit.

...I doubt I deleted them and forgot...

Eh. New artwork? I can't seem to finish anything, I'm getting frustrated easily over stupid things and I think I just need to adjust the sensitivity in my tablet. And draw better. Updates on life? I'm a poor art college student, 'nuff said. And I've been having crazy insomnia as of late.

I SUPPOSE if one wanted an interesting journal I could go on about how much I hate Shitpodamn right now and the uber epic Naruto project in the works with a buddy. Or about any of my projects for that matter. But I don't see the point when I don't have anything to show for it.

These days I would have no problem cranking out drawings but I'm really anal about finding refs- and it's funny, when I going through sketchbooks for that sketchdump I put up I noticed that while I didn't draw in proportion I drew much more freely and often. I should loosen up and do that again- I've got a pretty good style going for horses now.

Hm. Felt kinda good writing this all up. I should do this more often.